Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Dear Me...
Let me tell u a secret. What do u do when a jealous [or rather bitter] ex gf comes 2 haunt ure relationship which u thought was built based on trust?
a) believe her
b) confront ure bf
c) rant at him
d) trust ure bf wholeheartedly
My ans? b and d..
Its not as if I dun trust my bf. I do, im so nuts about him. But fact is.. I always believe there are loads [more like pots n pots] of things that I believe [its a gut feeling] that he keeps from me. I dun mean to pry but I always believe if ure as honest as I am wif u, u wif me.. things would slowly come to an understanding.
So back to the issue of the Ex.. I dun know why is his ex bitter. Cant she grasp the fact that its over means its over? [she is dumb in many ways..] Note: in my vocab this means u dun ask anymore money n wads past remains there. I mean seriously wad do u have 2 gain by pulling all this drama? Make me have trust issues with my bf? PLS.... if she only knew how much I truSt him completely.. Mayb she wants 2 b d centre of attention.. It makes me wonder why does my bf defend her actions so much.. If he does, does it mean...
- He is still in love with her
- He is naive and thinks if he defend her, she will b nice back 2 him
- He is just too nice
This confuses me. I think my bf should know how lucky he is when many other girls in this position wouldn have even bother with an explaination and just walk off of d relationship...
Trusting my bf doesnt mean im wearing blinkers ppl.. I know how much he has problems with the oogling and sometimes this makes me feel way inadequate. I understand and get this feelings sometimes that he has a crush with other girls n prob is cheeky with some other girls.. Yes, im jealous. But I always believe that given time, he will understand dat wad he doesnt want me 2 do to him, i hope he wont do it 2 me.. Someday at least I hope.
I was born optimistic... :)
WalkeD oUt aT 2:37 PM.