*the walk to eternity*

We Belong Together
Mariah Carey
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

Monday, July 21, 2008

Today was another day in this god awful miserable life... Well its not always awful....

Went back wif my boyfriend today. He went all weird when he told me he wanted to go home straight. Stubborn boy.... told him sick dun eat ice cream or cold things.. he just couldnt resist abstaining from it.. [especially since i quote "It was Offered to me."] he simply couldnt refuse; even if it is for his good health.

Anyhow..... what today is all about was my fall from utter grace. *awkward* ok here goes...
My boyfriend said I got a problem when i kiss him everytime. he said I din knoe how to aim properly... Poor aiming skills. I end up giving him a kiss in an awkward angle and not full on d lips. OK!!! I was feeling a bit embarassed at my lackthereof skills in kissing [if that is to b believed] but his lack of subtility made me wonder izzit really that bad my aiming skills? [oh GoD!!!] how embarassing!

I shifted slightly at his sudden outburst after we parted [after d kiss that is] I apologised. What u have me do? I guess mayb they could hold a "How to aim properly when u kiss" class so I would learn how to kiss his lips instead of halfway kissing it. Pls! dun laugh hor.... [like u know how to kiss any better..] It made me wonder though.. if I were to ask my boyfriend to rate me in the kissing department out of 10, would he give me a fail? I doubt I want to know d ans. Imagine if every person u kiss rate u and tell it to ure face how u kiss... It would b so embarassing.. [well unless of course ure so cocky enuf to believe u kiss like prince charming]

*haiz* diz gives me an even better excuse to stay at home and mop around and read more self help books online on how to kiss ure boyfriend. [wait a minute] mayb he was just messing around with me cuz he could be fed up dat Im too lazy or in a hurry to kiss him properly ryte? I mean come on, we have been together for so long.... Dun tell me only now he wanna tell me that ryte?

He isnt so bastard or an ass wad... Im his gf afterall....

WalkeD oUt aT 9:22 PM.