*the walk to eternity*

We Belong Together
Mariah Carey
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

What do u do when u suffer utter humiliation? [of course from non other than ure boyfriend...]

Do i say he's too much?
Afterall who is he to say and yell at me like dat. [to shout, its a strong word...]

Yesterday, In UO class he yell very loudly. Probably flustered at me over d calculations dat I couldnt get such a simple ans and he wasnt happy wif d way I wrote my workings. Dats fine wif me, but [honestly?] need u yell, till i bet d whole class would hear. Its as if I have been such an incompetent idiot dat I need him to drill n tell me to write my workings properly n calculate using 0.5 and not 1/2. I was upset n humiliated. [its as simple as dat.] I dont think he likes me doing dat to him. How could he do something similar to me? U bet I was tearing. [I didnt let him c how much his words affected me]

Lately something has been missing in my relationship. I cant finger the cause but its a strain watching something so precious disintegrate like ashes. Its pure and utter torture to be in a relationship but yet sometimes feel so alone.
So what do u do when ure boyfriend doesnt hold ure hands anymore? What does dat sign means? Obvious ans: He is not interested in u anymore. But with my boyfriend... I don't even know him lately anymore. [n u think u knew him much beta] We don't spend time with each other anymore. I can even count the number of times we spend time with each other. Scarce!

What takes centre stage nowadays is Counter strike and Warcraft.... Maybe I should tell him dat if he wants so much time with them its beta off him being single. [after reading this, he will surely be livid.] He will of course come and tell me why I not happy... why, I want break up izzit? I can forsee all of it now... U know wad? Its not my fault diz time dat we dun end up seeing each other. Its he never bother to find the time for me. This Has been SO much of a ONE sided recently!

Of late, My SIM card was corrupted.. So i had to get a new one. Haven got it yet... so couldnt use my phone... he said I call him at very inconvenient times.. Izzit my fault? How do i know he is doing something else? [most of d time, playing games.] Then he told me like dat dun need to call already. I also noticed something amidst.... nowadays he doesnt help me take notes anymore. If anything I have to take it myself from Zi hao. [but if its him, he will expect me to take for him.] N he waits for me after class NO mOre.... I have to beG him to wait for me... [is dat fair?]

What really irked me n made me so sadden was his stance towards me. Yesterday i asked him nicely, where were we eating at? His ans was a quick rebuff.. "I dun know." [in a very irritated tone] Like i was an insolent child. Im even surprised he actually had d gall to ask me if i ate just now... Lucky there was Donna and Li MIn. *scoff* So mUch for Boyfriend....

N NotE:- CAG doesnt waTch PorN... [asked him myself]

WalkeD oUt aT 6:32 PM.