*the walk to eternity*

We Belong Together
Mariah Carey
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together

Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

Saturday, May 5, 2007

When was d last time i didn't quarrel with him. dun know.
When was the last time he did not see a need to
find fault in me? A long time ago...

Why izit when a relationship gets longer the troubles and problems appear endlessly.
Sick and tired on how things keep on getting between us [as in me and him]
everythyng i do is wrong. everytime i find myself the target for some hot blooded treatment or an opinion [to his mindset it is an opinion] about how "you never ever think when you do things. Its not as if I want to say you but that is what you are doing"

Of course i get upset. Wouldn't u? especially if its done and said in public.... humiliated and embarassment rings a bell? dunnoe y things always have to be this way. it really irked and depresses me on how things are going These doesn't compare to being late... n dat [i promise u] would be the ultimate punishment 4 d day.... begging d question.... Y am i still together with this guy?[ i knoe some may think he is a jerk] Still love him. really do. think he is just frustrated and d only outlet 4 his anger is me.

Lyke of course there r times I feel like telling him its over [very close too] but when i just keep quiet n listen him ranting about wad a brainless git i am [it hurts i knoe] i find it much easier to cope. n then u ask me.. wad about feeling to cry? well, [they olwaes said] it is done beta in private. guess guys only think more of their own feelings then their girlfriends. when he is l8, i never, EVER show hym how angry i feel. never show him a sour face n I NEVER throw small kids tantrum... [contrary 2 how they potray gurls in tv] but when i am l8, he olways do dat to me. *haiz* Question! is this how they call taken 4 granted???

as i write this, i will be thinking how ecstatic many man utd fans are if Chelsea lose 2morrow 2 my beloved Arsenal. Maybe the Champions league cup may be camatose to their dreams but the domestic league seems within their grasp. [most probably the FA cup olso] who knows if it may be the season to pop lots of champaign [or in diz case] mayb beer...... I will be buoyed in dreams to think of Arsenal would be coming back to glory again...

WalkeD oUt aT 10:39 PM.