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Dear Me
ThiS iS Me
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We Belong Together
Mariah Carey
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together
Monday, May 24, 2010
Im extremely insecure.... I really am. I mean I know how much my huny star loves me but the fact he still (at least dats wad he tells me) loves his ex is making me doubt even myself. Perhaps im thinking too much... perhaps im just being paranoid.. but seriously, if you have a fiance who says that to u... u wld b in d same boat as me...
cheesecake..
Im not really sure why we got engaged if he still loves her... (I mean are u being fair being engaged wif sb else but still have feelings for the other?) I highlight that this is not like the normal im in a relationship i just got out from another so its normal for me to feel that way... this relationship is the im freaking engaged and wad the F*$# are u doing having feelings like that and admitting it to an already insecure fiancee... wad were u thinking..
cheesecake...
puhleez.... its not as if I dun understand wad he is trying to say when he tells me they have a history blah blah blah... im not being disrespectful or wadever. Trust me... its just dat that chapter of u have closed and a new one has open.... the feelings and history is not eradicated yes but it should at least be just dat HISTORY in another word memories over and done with.. d thing is he made it sound as if its still underlying there on the surface threaten to explode.
cheesecake...
honestly its not a very nice foundation to be built on... I cant have my future husband professing his love to another when we are gonna get married. I mean wad if ryte now u still say ure love for her is still there, wad will it be when we marry later.... it will obviously b there.... Im afraid.... im really afraid... im scared he says i dun understand but he just dun undestand my feelings.. I mean imagine if the situation was reversed....
WalkeD oUt aT 2:49 PM.
name: Farhanah
age: 20
x Engaged to my hunny star; Deen
x Loves life when its not full of shit
x Contented with her life with her dearest hunny star
x Has no true friends
no discipline?
x shopping, shopping n shopping...
x tigger
x strawberry ice cream
x anything that has no coffee added
x my hunny star
x ChEEseCake *YummY*
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